I've decided that positivity is actually a major factor to consider within my recovery. Although I have been told some relatively bad news in my meeting yesterday, I have realised that I can react in a more positive way than I have more recently. I will admit, that I did have a little cry to myself in my room yesterday, but if you use ice as a distraction technique it really, really helps. I have had a really good day out with my family and we did a lot of shopping, plus I had an amazing lasagne! But while I was having an amazing time, I just had an sinking feeling afterwards, considering the fact that I can't go home or even see home. It will be a little while, but if I write lists asking for what I want out of my upcoming weeks of being in hospital. My main one being going to have home leave and seeing my dog!
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Here's the part where I ramble about nothingness, but you can sit back and enjoy my weirdness. Feel free!
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